And now I know just what it is
It's called disease and it's got my head
It always runs where I hide
Too scared too talk, too scared to try
Too scared to know the reasons why
And all my friends say bye bye
And i can't put the needle in
Can't put the needle in
Can't put the needle in

+Radiohead, Faithless the Wonder boy

This quote matched just perfect the character in my story! And also a great song